I Cant Say It's Been Easier, But I Feel Peace Inside....

It's been about a month since I left my narcissistic husband after over 8 years together. Nothing too eventful has occurred in the past week or so.

More than anything else I've done a lot of mind work and working on my ego. I am still working as am in-home health aid, which kinda feels like God has pushed me into this occupation at this time in my life, for a reason. My clients so far have 100% shown me I have so much to be grateful for, and I am selfish in some ways that I do not have the right to be. My clients are caring, sweet, and are very grateful for everyone's time that is spent with them.

Some would probably benefit from diving into as much work as they can, but if I'm being honest I've tried that and it doesn't work for me. Slow and steady wins the race. From my past experiences, I have learned that the more stressful situations or schedules I create a higher risk of me throwing my hands up and begging to come back.

I have not had any contact with my husband since he shut my cell phone off, that's been like 2 weeks ago. I can't even fathom having to communicate with him because I've undone some of his wiring inside the mind and I am not ready to test the waters yet. I know this because I still feel grief for my husband, for the loss of him, my home, and my marriage.

I'm still hanging in here.

Thank You for any support, Jenn.